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How can i share this feelings in my heart?
This swelling emotions raging within my heart?

Some says, people who are depressed do experience those moments frequently.
A period of great joy for a while.
Then a period of great sorrow the minute after.

But is it really because of the fact that i was depressed?
I don't understand.

The moment i think about God and His goodness.
This overwhelming feeling just came within my heart.
A feeling that i can't contain yet i can't express.
A feeling that forced me to do something that i don't know what.

It's weird.
Very weird.

The moment that i do my ministry for God.
The moment that i start depending on God.
Acknowledging God of the great deeds He had done in me.
Acknowledging God for the marvelous blessing He had poured on me.
Appreciating every moment I was given to enjoy Him.
Appreciating every moment I was given to serve Him.
The more this feeling grows.
The more frequent and violent this feelings grows.

I don't understand.
Everything about God is just overwhelming.

When i read revelation, i sorta understand.
How they can praise God 24/7.
How they can sing "Holy, holy is the Lord Almighty" without a single complaint.
How they can love else more than themselves.
How glorious and marvelous it must've been to be in the presence of Him.
The great and mighty God.
The Lamb who died for our sins.

Truly is HOLY HOLY IS THE LORD ALMIGHTY.
What more can i say to explain about Him.
What more can i say to explain this feeling that He had given me.

Is it one of that "Depression" periods.
Is this the "highs" that chemical imbalance caused.
I don't know.
All i know is that it's uncontainable.
All i know is that it's raging within my heart.

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