do i need to wait...

A friend of mine shared her story today about her computer. Apparently not long ago (yesterday) her computer just crashed. She was so stressed because the questions to her assignments were there. Fortunately, no important files were lost (at least not the ones that she needed anyway). Yesterday when i was talking to her, she sounded so stressed out and such. But today, i met her again and she told me that it was part of God's wonderful plan that her computer crashed. She shared how this incident (computer crashing) was able to help her to be more focused in her study and more productive when doing her assignments.

When she was talking about this, a sudden fear came up within me. WHAT HAPPEN IF THAT HAPPENS TO ME TOO!! I know the computer had been distracting me too... It prevents me to study my greek and all my other subjects. Instead of looking at the book, i was tempted to look at the same websites that i just looked at five minutes ago, just opening up the same page over and over again. You see anything else is better than studying, cleaning the room feels like a Joy rather than a burden.

I have to start slapping myself and telling myself NOT to get distracted and tempted. I don't want to wait until God crashed my computer before i start studying.

HAVE TO FORCE MYSELF TO STUDy before it's too late...