THANK YOU

i just want to say thank you God... for everything.. truly...

this is actually the first time in a long time... i think about His great grace and love that He had given me....

here's the list for me to be thankful about:
1. for not getting any shift this week: because though i may not earn any money.. but i earn experience and great one too!! i am not stress as i am when i have loads of shift.. i can plan my holiday - (ISNT THAT GREAT?!! i can actually PLAN my holiday!! without worries etc2)

and i can truly learn than the portion that i got now... is my portion... the one that i am supposed to have... my PORTION (no other description can fit this better).... if i want more than what i have now... that means that i am not thankful isn't it? i am now learning to be thankful with any portion that i get

2. for family

brothers n sister... even though they are the most annoying, dirty, selfish and unresponsible bunch i have ever met and lived with in my whole entire life!! but we do love each other (i think) it's just that we don't show it as how the world wants to see it! we show it in a different way....

plus... loving each other is more than words isn't it?! hehe

parents.... hehe thank you for the 21 years that they had allowed me to have... for taking care of us and for still loving us even though we are so far away from them... for working for our sake... for being our parents... a non abusive, non alcoholic, non divorced, and a Christian at it too!! i am grateful for them, for them to have such a good relationship with one another... that we too may learn from them one day when we too are married...

3. everyone
i love my brothers and sisters in Christ and i too love all my friends equally... to me they are all humans and they are unique individuals that taught me a lot of things... i cannot say right now who i love most because i think i do love them all equally... i am scared at the thought that i only love 1 more than the other... because i think that it's a very selfish thing for me to do that!!

i love people... whether they are blood related, faith related or even work and school related and not even related.... i love them all the same... i don't love my family more than my friends nor do i love my friends more than my family....

4. the ability to love people equally...
i am really2 grateful for God for giving me this gift... the gift to see people as they are , unique and different and very2 beautiful creation... all have their own ups and down... and the ability to see differences as something good rather than bad... and to appreciate and love that....

i don;t think that this is part of my "character" i think that God gave me this love... the love that He also has for everyone... literally EVERYONE... it's just too big and great... it's incomprehensible

5. for knowing what i was made for
the last thing that i want to truly thank God for is... the assurance... and the knowledge that i was made for something... something great... and part of His great kingdom... the knowledge that i DO have a role in His kingdom!

that alone is great... the thought that i am not useless... the thought that i can contribute something though i am so small... i am really2 gratefulll....

so THANK YOU GOD! thank You... for everything

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i don't think Thank You is enough!... it's more than Thank You... more than grateful .... it's that feeling that made you wants to give your everything to Him!

it's LORD I GIVE YOU MY LIFE BECAUSE YOU HAVE GIVEN YOURS FIRST what's mine is Yours... its that kind of thank you...