HYPOCRITES!!!
You heard people talk about them, you seen them and have experience with them, they had done something to you, you know all about them, their characteristics, inside and out! If there ever be a day of protest against them, you'll be the leader for sure!
But the weirdest thing about it, is when you yourself becomes one of them even though you know all of these things, and does it without even relising it, and still thought that you are doing everyone a favour by going against them!
YEah... i know... it's hard, we are weak, but does that gives us permission to do so? I don't know...
I know exactly why i am a hypocrite though... its because im scared of people, and most of the time it's because my brain feels like it's being push as hard as possible to make it way smaller than it already is, and sudden headache .... I don't know why my body reacts like this... but most probably its because of stress and pressure of having to be "part" of the "group" and conversation.... its pathetic... even i know it is!
Basically... yes... i want to learn how NOT to become a hypocrite... i want to truly2 learn how to walk the talk... because if i am to share God's word... how can i if i myself is not doing it... (though it may be a good example of God's mercy and forgiveness) but it...kinda proves that my faith is dead isn't it?
so yeah...
But the weirdest thing about it, is when you yourself becomes one of them even though you know all of these things, and does it without even relising it, and still thought that you are doing everyone a favour by going against them!
YEah... i know... it's hard, we are weak, but does that gives us permission to do so? I don't know...
I know exactly why i am a hypocrite though... its because im scared of people, and most of the time it's because my brain feels like it's being push as hard as possible to make it way smaller than it already is, and sudden headache .... I don't know why my body reacts like this... but most probably its because of stress and pressure of having to be "part" of the "group" and conversation.... its pathetic... even i know it is!
Basically... yes... i want to learn how NOT to become a hypocrite... i want to truly2 learn how to walk the talk... because if i am to share God's word... how can i if i myself is not doing it... (though it may be a good example of God's mercy and forgiveness) but it...kinda proves that my faith is dead isn't it?
so yeah...
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