ENJOYY!!!
I was talking with my friends yesterday about "enjoyment". My friends (i think) are both atheist, or at least one of the is a self-proclaimed atheist, and the other is... i dont know, let's just say she's a person yet to find the answer.
Well, yesterday we were talking about religion, and how religion came about from the people of the church brainwashing the mind of "innocent" children and adults to think like them(according to my "atheist" friend). I don't know what made her to come up with that conclusion, but it seems like she detest Christianity because it's a religion full of liars and losers. Well anyway... the topic then goes on to the fact how she had sex already, and how wonderful it was etc2. One comment from her was, that is NOT original to her, (but it's interesting to hear it again) was "You have to enjoy this moment, enjoy life while you're still have the chance" (or something like that).
Ok, just a reminder/note/for your information, i am NOT trying to insult this girl in my blog so that everyone can hate her and feel pity for me for having been "persecuted". I DON'T THINK that i was persecuted, or mocked or insulted. I am just writing facts. I appreciate my friend for being so honest and open, most of all for being my friend in general. Even though knowing that i am a Christian and how she thinks that Christians are "losers" and "liars". PLUS hearing from her stories... it sounded like she had a pretty bad relationship with the church at some stage in her life... so not for me to judge that
This instance just taught me(again), how sad the world is. How much the world TRULY need to know God. How big the harvest is and how little the workers are!
It's sad for me to hear that her only enjoyment is that temporary session of sexual intercourse or that $1000 dollar dress that she just bought. It's sad for me to hear that the only enjoyment that these people knows don't last and will be the thing that brought about their death. This SILLY enjoyment! It makes me angry, sad and exasperated how SIN had corrupted the minds of the people sooooooooooo much that it turned their life purpose from holy to ugly. From being given a holy body to glorify the name of a GREAT GOD, to a body that can only be used to fulfill it's natural desire. A mind and a mouth that is used to sing songs, help each other, love each other, encourage each other and to know the greatness of the Creator, to a mind and mouth that only knows how to insult, hate, kill, to live a life where the rule of "survival of the fittest" is the only rule there is. Which i think, is not much of a difference from those of an animal.
Sad isn't it? It so sad that it makes me want to share the gospel to these people more and more everyday, as much as i can, so that they know! what lives they've been living!! It makes me so restless! but then many times, my heart been turned to dust when i am actually facing them in real life, ahahha, pathetic isn't it. But i want to learn how to be courageous, i don't want my pathetic self prevents me to share the gospel to these pitiful people.
And the only way i can do this , is to ask the Great, Non-pathetic, Mighty, Strong, Wonderful God to help me deal with my patheticness, and to keep on helping me all the way, when facing with beings similar to what i am.
Well, yesterday we were talking about religion, and how religion came about from the people of the church brainwashing the mind of "innocent" children and adults to think like them(according to my "atheist" friend). I don't know what made her to come up with that conclusion, but it seems like she detest Christianity because it's a religion full of liars and losers. Well anyway... the topic then goes on to the fact how she had sex already, and how wonderful it was etc2. One comment from her was, that is NOT original to her, (but it's interesting to hear it again) was "You have to enjoy this moment, enjoy life while you're still have the chance" (or something like that).
Ok, just a reminder/note/for your information, i am NOT trying to insult this girl in my blog so that everyone can hate her and feel pity for me for having been "persecuted". I DON'T THINK that i was persecuted, or mocked or insulted. I am just writing facts. I appreciate my friend for being so honest and open, most of all for being my friend in general. Even though knowing that i am a Christian and how she thinks that Christians are "losers" and "liars". PLUS hearing from her stories... it sounded like she had a pretty bad relationship with the church at some stage in her life... so not for me to judge that
This instance just taught me(again), how sad the world is. How much the world TRULY need to know God. How big the harvest is and how little the workers are!
It's sad for me to hear that her only enjoyment is that temporary session of sexual intercourse or that $1000 dollar dress that she just bought. It's sad for me to hear that the only enjoyment that these people knows don't last and will be the thing that brought about their death. This SILLY enjoyment! It makes me angry, sad and exasperated how SIN had corrupted the minds of the people sooooooooooo much that it turned their life purpose from holy to ugly. From being given a holy body to glorify the name of a GREAT GOD, to a body that can only be used to fulfill it's natural desire. A mind and a mouth that is used to sing songs, help each other, love each other, encourage each other and to know the greatness of the Creator, to a mind and mouth that only knows how to insult, hate, kill, to live a life where the rule of "survival of the fittest" is the only rule there is. Which i think, is not much of a difference from those of an animal.
Sad isn't it? It so sad that it makes me want to share the gospel to these people more and more everyday, as much as i can, so that they know! what lives they've been living!! It makes me so restless! but then many times, my heart been turned to dust when i am actually facing them in real life, ahahha, pathetic isn't it. But i want to learn how to be courageous, i don't want my pathetic self prevents me to share the gospel to these pitiful people.
And the only way i can do this , is to ask the Great, Non-pathetic, Mighty, Strong, Wonderful God to help me deal with my patheticness, and to keep on helping me all the way, when facing with beings similar to what i am.
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