I'm in LOOOVEEE

I was talking to a friend of mine about bgr (boy girl relationship), and she said that there is one couple at church who made her feel uncomfortable. The reason why she felt so is because the guy always talks about the girls as if she's the best girl in the world (in front all the other girls), and the guy just can't stop showing his affection to the girl in front of everyone (they're married btw).

Anyway, that explains how i am with God (please, i'm not at all trying to boast - how silly would that be if i do boast about this... bleh!).

Let me explain:

1. Just can't stop talking about God with ppl (sometimes i stop saying anything because i don't want to make ppl feel uncomfortable with what i've got to say)

2. I have nothing else to talk about other than the wonderfulness and beauty of my God! The things that He had done in my life - how marvell!!

3. Tho i'm not so extreme but i try to relate everything to Him. thinking about Him makes me so peaceful and glad.

Wait! i know, i know. I'm not supposed to use this analogy.. It's an insult to God and His relationship with me. but that's what i'm feeling, i feel that there's nothing else worth to talk about other than God and His goodness.

But unfortunately, i can be considered as a freak and a religious fanatic if i do that - so i need to learn the balance. But what can i do to hide this love? Am i supposed to kill or hide this feeling just for the sake of being "normal"? NO WAY HOSEEEEEEEYY!!

Alto, i have to say it is hard for me not to hide it - because it is hard to be called a fanatic - when ppl find you hard to approach (because they knew that you're going to talk about God again) and being such a person needs one very important character that i have not got at this very moment, and that is - CONSISTENCY.

plus, not everyone can relate to what i am saying... so i'm going to save all the good things that i've got to say about God to anyone who would listen.. what's the point of boring ppl with things that they've never experienced and cannot relate to...

I'll learn to be a wise fanatic hehhe.

And yea, i don't think wanting to talk about God all the time is a bad thing! When you know what He did for you - I can guarantee that YOU WILL WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT TO OTHERS!!

which reminds me of this sunday school song that i learned not too long ago.. Everybody ought to know

Everybody ought to know
Everybody ought to know
Everybody ought to know who Jesus is
Everybody ought to know
Everybody ought to know
Everybody ought to know who Jesus is

He’s the lily of the valley
He’s the bright and morning star
He’s the fairest of ten thousand
Everybody ought to know

O yea, I'm sure that's what the guy felt about his wife too! (but i'm not sure whether he wanted to share her with others as such tho.. :p