HE LIVES!! HE LISTENS AND HE ANSWERS

I want to share to everyone reading about what happened to me not long ago during my quiet time. 

Lately, even by reading my post, you would know already by the sound of it that my life at the moment is not a carefree passing and dancing through the grassy field. I have to admit that i am under a lot of pressure and thought and confusion at the moment. Questions about the Word, questions about who i am before Him, struggles and constant failures ever bestowed upon me. It is not a battle that i go through physically and externally but emotionally and spiritually and internally. 

Lately, my prayers has been "God help me, Show me that Your promise stands true, even when i fail. God teach me how to please you." 

But 2 days ago, I prayed something different, I prayed to God, "I'm sorry God that i had been so selfish praying for myself, sorry that i'm so weak and constantly failing, sorry that everyday i kept on being such a doubtful child and not fully trusting in Your promise. Lord, i'm sorry for my unbelief" 

Now under His good and perfect will it just so happen that i am currently reading Psalm. And the chapter that i was reading said:

1 O LORD, hear my prayer,
listen to my cry for mercy;
in your faithfulness and righteousness
come to my relief.

2 Do not bring your servant into judgment,
for no one living is righteous before you.

3 The enemy pursues me,
he crushes me to the ground;
he makes me dwell in darkness
like those long dead.

4 So my spirit grows faint within me;
my heart within me is dismayed.

5 I remember the days of long ago;
I meditate on all your works
and consider what your hands have done.

6 I spread out my hands to you;
my soul thirsts for you like a parched land.
Selah

7 Answer me quickly, O LORD;
my spirit fails.
Do not hide your face from me
or I will be like those who go down to the pit.

8 Let the morning bring me word of your unfailing love,
for I have put my trust in you.
Show me the way I should go,
for to you I lift up my soul.

9 Rescue me from my enemies, O LORD,
for I hide myself in you.

10 Teach me to do your will,
for you are my God;
may your good Spirit
lead me on level ground.

11 For your name's sake, O LORD, preserve my life;
in your righteousness, bring me out of trouble.

12 In your unfailing love, silence my enemies;
destroy all my foes,
for I am your servant.
Psalm 143

I truly don't know what to say other than HE LIVES, and you ask me how i know He iives? He lives inside my heart!! He listen, He talks and He walks with me.

Praise be to Him forever and ever AMEN