long time no see...
it's been a long time since i've written my last blog post ... almost 2 weeks... long isn't it... heheheh at least it feels long for me... ehehe
during those 2 weeks i got to do many things that i wanted to do since long before my holiday stars... which are:
1. go to koorong
2. buy books
3. buy cds
4. enjoy my holz
5. go out with people...
yeahhh it was a really2 great weeks those 2 weeks of mine.... but one thing that i wanted to share is this really2 great book called - WHEN people are big and God is small
That's the cover of the book...
actually.. i wanted to buy a book that is totally unrelated to this which is a book called "Introduction to the Bible" - it's a book recommended by the book that Jimbo recommends me to read.. the point is... that book was recommended because it may be a good start to start my Bible college next year... but the thing is... when i read the first page. i thought that the book is too technical, too boring to be exact... and it's expensive...
and during 1 hour of dilema inside koorong... i - by miraculous chance... sat beside the psychological section... and i began looking at it... for books...
at first i thought... that i don't need to read anymore books about depression and how to deal with stupid feelings n stuff.. because so far..after all this time... most of the book that i've read didn't really give me a clear and definite help about those things... most of the books that i've read about depression and low self esteem n stuff - only tells me about God as the source of "happiness" and that we should always look for God when we are feeling down... and that we have to think positively... etc2 and all that crap that is really2 hard to do... and after reading most of those books that i've read... i usually ended up beeing more confused than what i was to begin with and stressed out because i just found out that THERE IS NO WAY that i could get out of this annoying feeling inside of me...
so yeah... during these times.. i began to deal with my feelings and "depression" with the help of the Bible and prayers... for few years now.. i've been trying to get away from reading those "self-help" book.. because i know that they offer NO long - lasting help and they made me more stressed and depressedd.....
long story shorttt.... i sat there in koorong and was staring at the numerous books there are, wrritten about these kinds of things and how to deal with them (most important of alll.. i was llooking at the prices)... there were a loooooooooot of good books that i thought was interesting... but they all are so EXPENSIVEEE... my budget was only 20/book.... but those books were like 60 or 90 .... until i came upon this book... it was cheap... but the title sounds corny and soooo... amazingly unoriginal.... but that didnt stop me from reading the preface and introduction and the first page of the chapter.... i thought that the book was good... so i went and bought it....
and i thank God that He allowed me to have that book with me...
i think i might have to share the inside of the book at some other time... since i'm really2 tiredd....
nite2 alll
during those 2 weeks i got to do many things that i wanted to do since long before my holiday stars... which are:
1. go to koorong
2. buy books
3. buy cds
4. enjoy my holz
5. go out with people...
yeahhh it was a really2 great weeks those 2 weeks of mine.... but one thing that i wanted to share is this really2 great book called - WHEN people are big and God is small
That's the cover of the book...
actually.. i wanted to buy a book that is totally unrelated to this which is a book called "Introduction to the Bible" - it's a book recommended by the book that Jimbo recommends me to read.. the point is... that book was recommended because it may be a good start to start my Bible college next year... but the thing is... when i read the first page. i thought that the book is too technical, too boring to be exact... and it's expensive...
and during 1 hour of dilema inside koorong... i - by miraculous chance... sat beside the psychological section... and i began looking at it... for books...
at first i thought... that i don't need to read anymore books about depression and how to deal with stupid feelings n stuff.. because so far..after all this time... most of the book that i've read didn't really give me a clear and definite help about those things... most of the books that i've read about depression and low self esteem n stuff - only tells me about God as the source of "happiness" and that we should always look for God when we are feeling down... and that we have to think positively... etc2 and all that crap that is really2 hard to do... and after reading most of those books that i've read... i usually ended up beeing more confused than what i was to begin with and stressed out because i just found out that THERE IS NO WAY that i could get out of this annoying feeling inside of me...
so yeah... during these times.. i began to deal with my feelings and "depression" with the help of the Bible and prayers... for few years now.. i've been trying to get away from reading those "self-help" book.. because i know that they offer NO long - lasting help and they made me more stressed and depressedd.....
long story shorttt.... i sat there in koorong and was staring at the numerous books there are, wrritten about these kinds of things and how to deal with them (most important of alll.. i was llooking at the prices)... there were a loooooooooot of good books that i thought was interesting... but they all are so EXPENSIVEEE... my budget was only 20/book.... but those books were like 60 or 90 .... until i came upon this book... it was cheap... but the title sounds corny and soooo... amazingly unoriginal.... but that didnt stop me from reading the preface and introduction and the first page of the chapter.... i thought that the book was good... so i went and bought it....
and i thank God that He allowed me to have that book with me...
i think i might have to share the inside of the book at some other time... since i'm really2 tiredd....
nite2 alll
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