ah...how i love myself

after 3 days living in self piity and denial.. i now (finally) realised how so self centered and righteous i am, a hypocrite even... u know one of those people who changes their belief depending on what circumtances they're in.... yeah that one...

it's amazing how the person who wrote about loving the poor...can be angry at .... aanyone... isn't that hypocritical.... because in some ways everyone is poor (in some ways or another)

yeahhh... truly2 this 3 days has been hell... being angry at a friend and frustrated because my point of view didn't get accross etc....


here's what, me , being angry makes me like...
1. annoying (for sure)
2. shallow minded
3. black (i don't know how to describe it)
4. self righteous.... because while i am angry, i literally turned a deaf ears to any feedback...


yup... the ugly me... waahahahahah