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why!? WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY

why do i have to do all these assginments????????!!! WHYY??? it's evenmore painful knowing that these won't be of any use in the future.... WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

i think i'm just too lazy hohoho... it's not like i hate doing these assginments.. its just that... i hate it when i have no idea... i don't even know how to fix these... and were to begin....

it's weird.... because at the beggiinning of the year... ideas was flowing to my brain like a river... but now... the river is all dried up... i dont even have that "passion" to design anymore... its all gonee.... all i can think of is the holiday... and the upcoming events that i am going to do during the holiday....

nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo have to slap2 myselfff!!

the hardest thing is to stop pressuring myself... i really2 don;t know the expecatation for these assignments... my expectations of my own work is .. VERY HIGH... but the problem is... i don't even know how high is high...

arghh my brain... it feels like... it turned into a piece of rock inside my head

nooooo!!
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